Euphoria - a feeling of happiness, confidence, or well-being sometimes exaggerated in pathological states as mania.
Sometimes, I find myself in such a state. Interestingly, I don't know why. One thing I know though, whenever I come to this state, I know that the other state of near depression will be upcoming. It is just that extreme.
What causes the swing? To know that you initially feel so good, so confident about something, or someone. After a while, one starts to fear...fear the loss that is impending...fear the uncertainty that can happen anytime. Everything starts to erode the euphoric state, and a state of being gripped by uncertainty sets in...leading to the extreme of depression.
I guess, that's how a mind without the framework of God's words, and the assurance of Him works. It is just that fragile. We can be all loony and high in a while, and in the next spilt second, we just crumble under the weight of all the "what ifs". Gosh, life is really hard without Him, and His assurance.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Monday, October 8, 2007
Seven Things About 7 October 2007
Tacky title? Wait till you see the post! =p
Today was a really hilarious day. It's been such a long while since I laughed so hard, at myself, and my bunch of crazy sistas! Thank you to all three of you who made the first birthday celebration of 2007 helluva memorable one!
One. Ger, SR, Rach and I met at VivoCity. We had dim sum together at the foodcourt. Only to find out that the dim sum stall only had like 3 kinds of dim sum. The auntie who manned the stall was like reciting a rhyme about the only FEW kinds of dim sum she had left. We still bought, nonetheless.
Two. Ger, SR, Rach and I went to Marche. Let's see, we had salmon belly crepe, mushroom crepe, chicken cheese sausage, rossti with pork sausage, calamari, mixed mushrooms, mixed vegetables, spanish rice, yoghurt, orange juice, lime juice and ginger beer....did I get all that correct?
Three. We decided to go and take a ride on the Cable Car. We reached there, to see no one in sight...until we approached the counter....then we were looking at the pricing - $20 for see-through bottom cable car; $13.90 for covered. Someone asked aloud,"What's the diff ah?" We all burst out in laughter...including the counter girl...THANK GOD it was only those few of us! Once again, we always bring "joy" to people around us.
Four. We set off in the cable car....and the first question was "why so slow?"....no prizes for guessing who asked.
Five. We reached Sentosa...we couldn't find the exit out of the station, until 10 minutes later?....and someone fell in love with the Merlion.
Six. Someone kept emphasising that we should get back by 9pm, because that's the time where the four or five flights of escalators UP to the cable car station stops functioning...
Seven. We wanted to go to a beach bar, but we took the wrong beach tram...when we took the right one, we were the only ones on the bus, and we started our chat with the uncle...only to get suanned in return, and to realize that that bar was non existent on Sunday nites....
Okay, I realize I can't stop at Seven.
What happened at the end, we settled down at Coastes. Had some margaritas...didn't get drunk...and we went back home in a limou cab! Rach started chatting with the uncle, asked him the longs and shorts, and eventually asked if he had any movies! We watched Mr Bean's Holiday on the limou cab! Oh...and it ended off we me being the last one to get off....only to get a prep talk from the Uncle about whether to get married of not to! Oh my gosh!
What can I say? I got more out of the $28 (how auspicious!) cab fare than I bargained for!
As I said, this is the PRELUDE of the upcoming HK trip. God bless all those who will be coming in contact with us then! You've been warned - avoid us if you can't stand laughing, joking and nonsense!
Today was a really hilarious day. It's been such a long while since I laughed so hard, at myself, and my bunch of crazy sistas! Thank you to all three of you who made the first birthday celebration of 2007 helluva memorable one!
One. Ger, SR, Rach and I met at VivoCity. We had dim sum together at the foodcourt. Only to find out that the dim sum stall only had like 3 kinds of dim sum. The auntie who manned the stall was like reciting a rhyme about the only FEW kinds of dim sum she had left. We still bought, nonetheless.
Two. Ger, SR, Rach and I went to Marche. Let's see, we had salmon belly crepe, mushroom crepe, chicken cheese sausage, rossti with pork sausage, calamari, mixed mushrooms, mixed vegetables, spanish rice, yoghurt, orange juice, lime juice and ginger beer....did I get all that correct?
Three. We decided to go and take a ride on the Cable Car. We reached there, to see no one in sight...until we approached the counter....then we were looking at the pricing - $20 for see-through bottom cable car; $13.90 for covered. Someone asked aloud,"What's the diff ah?" We all burst out in laughter...including the counter girl...THANK GOD it was only those few of us! Once again, we always bring "joy" to people around us.
Four. We set off in the cable car....and the first question was "why so slow?"....no prizes for guessing who asked.
Five. We reached Sentosa...we couldn't find the exit out of the station, until 10 minutes later?....and someone fell in love with the Merlion.
Six. Someone kept emphasising that we should get back by 9pm, because that's the time where the four or five flights of escalators UP to the cable car station stops functioning...
Seven. We wanted to go to a beach bar, but we took the wrong beach tram...when we took the right one, we were the only ones on the bus, and we started our chat with the uncle...only to get suanned in return, and to realize that that bar was non existent on Sunday nites....
Okay, I realize I can't stop at Seven.
What happened at the end, we settled down at Coastes. Had some margaritas...didn't get drunk...and we went back home in a limou cab! Rach started chatting with the uncle, asked him the longs and shorts, and eventually asked if he had any movies! We watched Mr Bean's Holiday on the limou cab! Oh...and it ended off we me being the last one to get off....only to get a prep talk from the Uncle about whether to get married of not to! Oh my gosh!
What can I say? I got more out of the $28 (how auspicious!) cab fare than I bargained for!
As I said, this is the PRELUDE of the upcoming HK trip. God bless all those who will be coming in contact with us then! You've been warned - avoid us if you can't stand laughing, joking and nonsense!
Saturday, October 6, 2007
Random Search!
I had a bit of nothing-to-do-ness this morning.
I ran a search on my name.....and....tah-dah....guess what I found?
Waiting for 5pm cos i got a date wif jeannie...
jeannie quek..
Currently a vry important person in my life...
She's my....
She's my..............
She's sum1 whos taking care of mybond deeds la... lol
One of my sponsored students actually wrote this on his blog....it's quite hilarious to me...haha =p
I ran a search on my name.....and....tah-dah....guess what I found?
Waiting for 5pm cos i got a date wif jeannie...
jeannie quek..
Currently a vry important person in my life...
She's my....
She's my..............
She's sum1 whos taking care of mybond deeds la... lol
One of my sponsored students actually wrote this on his blog....it's quite hilarious to me...haha =p
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