Wednesday, January 3, 2007

Reflections & Resolutions

Every new year, it is a "tradition" to do reflections and resolutions. This year, isn't different either. The only difference, perhaps, is that I find it had become a "habit" in that it comes naturally, yet, somewhere in the recesses of my heart, I didn't feel like committing to doing them both. Somehow, it has become more technical than heartfelt. R & R, would more preferably be rest & relax rather than anything else for me.

2006 - in a nutshell is a year of changes

Jan - May 2006: Preparation to move to the adults ministry - a time of preparation of the arduous, torturous, humongous project of all - time, affectionately termed SOPs (Standard Operating Procedures). Many of my fellow brothers and sisters spent almost our entire last leg of USM in this. It is memorable. Very, very memorable.

May 2006: I went for two interviews. I got my current job at one. I remembered clearly that both interviews were equally long - stretched more than an hour plus. I thank God, I landed in the right job. The one I love.

June 2006: The exodus from tertiary ministry to adults ministry happened. Indeed, the land flowing with milk and honey was very enticing.

July - September 2006: This is probably the start of turbulent times in my relationships with people. I cleared more conflicts here than any other months in the year. Painful times, but I won't trade it for anything else. It made me realize a lot of things. It opened up my mind and heart to have capacity to swallow more difficulties that come along the way.

October - December 2006: This is the peak of the turbulence. There was another change in my ministry group, albeit a not too pleasant ending to the previous. Much of my convictions were tested. Many questions surfaced. Questions that I do not have all the answers to. Questions that made me wonder why am I where I am, doing what I am doing. Questions that challenged me - if I would like to wonder away to probably unknown lands that bring more challenges than the one I am at.

2006 was a year that strengthened some of my convictions, and at the same time, ended off with the appetizer questions to 2007. There are many answers I am still seeking. It was also a year I found my first corporate mentor. Someone I truly thank Him for leading her into my life. She created moments at work that I will not forget. Lessons that I will forever remember, and a friend that I know I can look for when I am down at work.

Now that 2006 is sealed with the treasures that I have captured. 2007, I believe, will be another year of enticing, fun and greater endeavours with my all-time best friend. Cheers to a greater year, my friend!

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